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"If Your Build It He Will Come" Episode Ninety-Eight "The Is It True?" Series
Welcome to Honor Your Truth The âIs It True?â Series Episode Ninety-Eight âIf you build it, he will comeâ I sat on the edge of my bed and my sister sat on a chair facing me directly. I had called in her into my room to help me. At the time, I was not in my body⦠already operating rather unconsciously for a number of years. This is theoretically known as dissociation, a result of trauma. It is a way of protecting oneself from further pain. The spirit simply goes away because it cannot take the physical harm anymore. Nevertheless, while the body is then merely a shell, it does remember. I really donât know what I was thinking except that on some level I couldnât take the isolation and I guess I wanted someone to know. I believe this would be called acting out if I was 5, but I was 16 or so. I had grabbed two tall plastic tumblers, filled them to the brim with whiskey from the cabinet and walked gingerly upstairs. I was gonna get as drunk as possible. I had no idea what that meant being that I only ...
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"One is Too Many, One Hundred is Never Enough" Episode One Hundred The "Is It True?" Series
Welcome to Honor Your Truth The âIs It True?â Series Episode One Hundred âOne is Too Many, and One Hundred is Never Enoughâ Dad always told me âwhen you have the ball, keep running.â Growing up, his dream was to coach major league football. Much of his wisdom was imparted to us using the football model, minus the blackboard and the chalk. He told me that I should never turn around to see what trailed behind me, so I didnât. I looked ahead. He never warned me not to look ahead. Maybe I shouldnât have looked ahead because it was then that I choked. Inches away from finishing projects, I have been know to panic. In the language of my dear ole' Dad, I came up with my own "play"... focus on the next 10! Call it fear of failure, fear of success, its fear of something. With just a few more strides to get there, my head will take command of my feet. This has been one of those times...my head said, "feet, stay in bed." I know exactly how it happened. I started thinking, thinking, thinking⦠and I froze. I ...
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"Reach for the Moon" Episode Ninety-Nie "The Is It True?" Series
Welcome to Honor Your Truth The âIs it True?â Series Episode Ninety-Nine âReach for the moon, if you miss, you may land on a starâ The moon goes through phases. It isnât static, it changes. Although I am on my way to get there, it could be very different once I do. And when I get âthereâ, then Iâll be going somewhere else. We are energy which needs to be in motion. The moon continually orbits the earth. Itâs not going to stop and wait for me to secure my target. But itâs not what I accumulate, itâs what Iâm willing to let go of so my journey can be lighter, freer. The purpose is never in the destination or what prize is waiting for me when I arrive. For a long time I wanted to know beforehand what was going to happen. I wanted to avoid all pain. Taking action, particularly the first step, is kinda scary when we donât how or if it will pan out. Will there be a piece of gold left when I finish sifting through the stones? If I let it, this fear can paralyze me. I can easily find countless reasons to ...
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"Money Can't Buy Happiness" Episode Ninety-Seven
Welcome to Honor Your Truth The âIs It True?â Series Episode Ninety-Seven âMoney Canât Buy Happinessâ I remember a set of markers that caught my eye like candy in a convenient store. There was every color you could possibly imagine in that set. Yellow wasnât just yellow, it was lemon or school bus, dandelion or mustard. There were a hundred different shades of every different shade. Iâm exaggerating somewhat but thatâs the way I picture them, an array of color blazoned in my memory. They were good ones, pretty pricey, more than the usual pocket change I carried around. I dreamed about having those markers, but not necessarily using them. They were perfect and I wouldnât want to ruin that. The thought of them made me feel safe and as if everything would be ok, Years later, I did buy a similar set, which I then moved from apartment to apartment unopened, but they always looked good. I wished I had them with me while traveling with a boyfriend when our luggage was lost. It would have given life to them, ...
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